Wow I haven’t been in here for a while. The last time I wrote is was about my cat Missy. I still miss her and I cherish the memories I have of her. She really was a special member of my family and the boys rarely go a day without mentioning her. We had her for nearly 12 yrs.

Since then Steven has turned 12 and has been ordained a Deacon. He will be passing sacrament this Sunday. I have change his home-schooling situation he is now in our home instead of my friends and I will be having someone come to my home to supervise him.This should relieve alot of stress for all us. Especially with John not being home again.

I am feeling really lost lately like I have to defend myself as a parent and as a person in general and I know that I am not a bad person and I am a good parent I do make mistakes and I pay for them but I feel like I am a good parent.

Anyway I will sign off again for now I had more to say but I have lost my train of thought so I will come back to it later.