The train is in constant motion. Whether it be on the mental health track, physical health, financial health, relationships or other. It is always in motion.
As I strive to be better and healthier I am met with more realizations. I am not someone who likes change but I constantly make changes as I strive for better.
This week I met with a psychiatrist and he has added a new med that should compliment what I am already on and help me stabilize my anxiety. This will help me move forward in so many directions.
I have to admit I am nervous it will negatively affect me and my driving career with the school bus. I rely on the school bus to support my business and my mental health. I rely on it for so much as it has been my best stabilizer through the past 23 yrs. Losing this would be a huge loss for me. I rely on it financially as well for just knowing I have the funds to meet our needs as they come.
We just went through a week of snow days and holidays mixed with a weekend and losing that routine was not easy.
I did use the time to catch up on bookkeeping for our 2020 files. Next will be getting 2021 caught up. Then focus on inventory and then advertising/website development.
The house is coming together as I have had assistance from a couple friends over the past couple weeks. My mental health worker and Home Support has been great.
So here I am moving along on the track of life. Sometimes speeding on a straight way, easy going. Other times more than not, up-hill on a bend as slowly and safely as possible. But still progressing.
Thanks for your support as you read this. I truly appreciate it.