I just entered a private post so that I could vent but now I think I will just add a public note.


I feel better when I can vent even if it is just to myself. This site is a great help that way and I really wish I hadn’t forgotten about it for so long.


It is nice to go back in time and read the posts I have left. I have tried to keep diaries but they always get forgotten and then I find them again a couple of years later.


If  this is your first look at this type of site and you are into keeping a diary this is a great site for you.


Thank-you whoever thought of this. It really helps to have a spot to write things and know that it is there when you need it.


 wow I had forgotten about this site and I really miss keeping an online diary.


We have been posted to Petawawa last year and I must say that it has been a good move.


I am going to be working full time in a cash advance office now. Steven is still going to be homeschooled and Daryon will be going back to school. John is really enjoying the field unit. He is now in a place where he really feels comfortable.


We will be buying a canoe next year so that we can take full advantage of the Ottawa River which is a about a 10 min walk away. We really enjoy it there.


I just thought I would write a quick note today. I have to leave in five minutes and the boys are coming with me on the bus today although they want to go to Lynda’s today.


Everything is going ok right now. It seems that we have had a lot of changes lately and yet nothing has really changed. I think there is a lot of stress in our house. We are working on reducing it.


I have to go for now I will write more later I need to get a whole lot of things clear in my mind.

Last night we put the boys down to bed at 8:30pm thinking that they were tired so they would go to sleep easily but instead they kept playing with Thomas and making a whole lot of noise so we took Steven out and put him in our bed for the night. Big mistake I hardly had any sleep and to top it off he wet the bed at 5am. So I got up early and cleaned the kitchen before I left for work. Tonight I hope they go to bed on time.


Tomorrow I finally do my Defensive Driving Course so I can finalize my B class license. It will take two days and then I will be done I am actually excited about it. Any way I am going to go now so have a great day. 😉

I made it through the first week back to school after March break and I only gave out one pink slip. I feel like I am going to be doing this bus driving thing for a long time to come now that I am comfortable with the bus and getting used to dealing with the many different and wonderfull situations while driving. The kids are great fun to work with. 🙂


I am getting to the point where I am ready to quit my other job though. Today while I was sorting and counting the papers Rory was supposed to be helping so that I can get out on the  road as soon as possible, but again Andrea had to ask him lots of questions and pull him away many times which left me to do most of the work on my own. The only reason I complain about this is because the driver only has from 10am -12pm to drive me around and that means I must take priority considering the papers don’t arrive untill 10am. Anyway it just gives me one more reason to want to quit that job since it is not a nessesity job for me. 😦


Sorry that todays entry was not so cheerfull but we can’t always have a great day but we can make the best of it. Like I am taking the time to gripe here so that the rest of my day I can focus on John and the boys and make it a great night. 😉

So now that Thomas has decided that he would like to stay here with us. We have had to work out ways for him to get to school and back. What we have come up with is. John will drive him on the days he is not working Day shifts and the days that he can not Thomas will stay over the night before at the Abrams house. That way he can take the bus in with Paul.


We have had a family meeting and it went well. The boys all have chores to do and for the first night and maybe the day it worked. I feel like I have to stand over them and constantly get on there cases. I hate it. Any way we will give it a try and then when we have the next meeting I will bring it up and they can work on it.

Well this is the second entry and I am using my xtools for the first time. I think this makes it pretty easy for me to write in. So far I like this site.


We have added another person into the household and so far things are going well.


This is the first day back to school for the boys and that makes it a work day for me as I am a school bus driver. John is starting his days off and it looks to be a busy week already.


Well I will write in more later have a good day. 😉

Hi, I am just entering my first weblog entry and then I have to sign off because today is a busy day again not like I never have a busy day (daily). 🙂