So I made a mistake and am trying to find a way to fix it. I went to the kids place and Daryon wasn’t home but Taylor was outside sitting and cuddled into another guy.
I sat down and had a breaf conversation/confrontation with them. I asked if this was new and he said no, she just looked awful and then I asked if Daryon knew what was going on. As I was thinking they may have split up… she then got into a rant about how we are just too much. She was extremely drunk, could barely stand up straight, eyes half mast. It was a very unusual site. She was so out of it she said she would get Daryon out of bed… um he was already at work. I asked if I could leave the parcels for her mom there for her to pickup later. That was not good so I left and headed over to her Moms place.
So here is where I got myself in trouble to start. I was so hurt and distraught that I told Mel what was going on. I was worried that this situation would be the same as what happened with Cole and Daryon was not only going to lose Taylor but also another friend. It had me doubting her story from the situation with Cole.
The next evening Taylor messaged me that she was sorry and she could see how I would get the wrong idea. I accepted this apology and know that she was extremely drunk so I can see that her guard was down. She also told me that she had apologized to Daryon. This impressed me very much.
The next day I saw Daryon at work and as I was leaving I told him to tell Taylor I love her and that I’m impressed with her for telling him. He then said that he was already upset with her on Sat before I even went over and that she told him that the guy was painting her nails. Shocked at this as I did not see that. I told Daryon that I don’t believe she is being honest and that the reason I don’t is because I know what I saw. It was clearly cuddling. Unfortunately this stirred up more crap.
Next thing I know I’m getting messages from her Mom through the night telling me Taylor doesn’t want anything to do with me now. It sucks because we had a strong relationship but now it is damaged. I would like to resolve it. I’ve written a letter but I feel it is worded in a way that could make things worse. So I haven’t sent it to her.
I have sent her this text: I am trying to give you the space you need. I want you to know that I love you!
I understand that you are very angry with me right now and I get it.
When you are ready I am here for you.
I’m hoping she will let me talk to her soon so that this can get cleared up. Right now I’ll leave it to her to message me back or use Daryon to talk to me.
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