hi. I am writing today because I seem to always forget about this site when things are going really well for me.

I have had an encounter with Housing and they are on my case because of the house being a disaster and I agree that the house should never be this bad. It just seems to get away from me and takes me a long time getting control.

Last week I had help in the kitchen and the kitchen has been staying clean for 6 days now. John cleaned the basement last night and he did an awesome job. I have had our bedroom clean for over a week now and things are coming together. Just not fast enough. If John had done what I asked when I did we would not be having a problem with housing. Oh well lesson learned I need to be more assertive with him. I hate it though I don’t like treating him like a kid.

I am still trying to decide whether or not to get rid of an animal or two. I know it would help the stress in the house. I would just really miss them. and I would not want to worry about there safety.

I had a visit from the SPCA today as well and she has checked all the pets and said that they seem to healthy and happy. She agrees that it is time for Missy to be put down. I don’t know how I am going to do that on Fri. but I have to.

I agree the house should never be as bad as it got but somehow it just slips away from me. I am working hard on getting control but it doesn’t seem to be happening fast enough. I know I have said this.

Ok well I will work on it more tomorrow and maybe things will get better with John so that he does these things before someone else gets involved.

 I am working on it.